At the Very Least Care

Should I end this now?
Should I put an end in everything?
Not just the pains and the hatred
But even the good and the bright sides?

Ever wonder how many people out there
Thinking of those thoughts at the very moment?
Or how many have been there?
Did they survive or not?

No one knows how each of us struggles
Because no one really cares deeply
Nobody cares enough to pause and think
What matter is more than being right

We are so good at expressing our opinions
That we forgot to be careful with our words
We forgot that those words are like swords
A very sharp weapon enough to kill somone

With enough tools to spread lies
Or hurt someone with ugly words
No wonder why suicidal cases increases
We are not sensitive enough to care

We forgot that we are spreading hurt
Instead of lifting someone and offer help
We are so happy pointing their imperfection
Just to show we are correct and they are not

Sometimes we think of ourselves so highly
That we forgot that instead of spreading love
We are creating a dark place for someone
A place where someone feels hopelessness

Maybe it’s just a small matter to us
But what if it’s a world for them?
We are grabbing them of their world
May it be knowingly or unknowingly

Instead of creating a beautiful world
And extending a lending hand
We shove them to a darker place
Where they find only one way to escape

Then we blame them for being weak
For not strong enough to survive
We blame them for wanting peace
For taking the easy way out

But is it really easy for them?
Or is it easier for us pointing blame?
Did we try to at least understand them?
Or at the very least care?

To make them realized that it is not yet the end.

I Care To See The Real You

The other night
I was staring at you blankly
You did not even notice
How I almost cry

It hurts for me to see
How you painfully hurt yourself
Pretending day by day
In front of everyone else

You always pretends that you’re strong
A tougher outer shell
But something doesn’t feel right
A broken heart that couldn’t mend

You are hiding yourself
With all the success that you built
But there’s always something wrong
You are trapped in your hell

Don’t try to push yourself
Too far from everyone else
Before it’s too late
That you can’t even find your way

The wall you are building alone
Is now too high to climb
If you won’t stop sooner
No one can reach you ever

You always try harder
To be yourself around your friends
But don’t you realize?
They know who you really are

Friends are just like that
Accept you for who you are
No matter where you are
They are your friends forever

I couldn’t understand
Even if I tried
The reasons for all your actions
And all your pretensions

I can’t come any closer
Afraid you’ll push me away
I really want to be at help
But afraid you’ll just lie in the end

Maybe if you took the time
Find the person you tries to be
Maybe if you look inside
You’ll see who you really are

I hope sooner you will realize
That there is someone who care
To see the real you
And wants the best for you

Never

You said you’ll drop by
I waited the whole day
But you never appeared
Did not even bother to inform

I’ve lost someone to death
I asked your presence while I mourn
But you didn’t show
And you never call at all

I set a get together
To spend our time as before
You promised to be there
But you never show

Lots of chances are given
And you always failed
As if everything is unimportant
You don’t even care